Healing from offense

Healing school

Realized in need not to take care of soul (in feelings) but forgive myself not be in offense with myself.

I was one of the ones being healed at that Q&A night.

Mejl:

Hi from Erik. I viewed this Q&A session partly live and partly afterwards and the first teaching session just before the live Q&A. During the first teaching session I realized I was dealing with offense. That had never struck me before! Increadible! How could I have been so blind? 😄❤️

A man prophezied to me this summer that God had led me to other people to forgive them, but the hardest part had been to forgive myself. I partly understood this but did not ponder it too much because I thought it was already handled. So during the session now, I realized that, since I have been growing a lot in the prophetic learning to hear his voice a lot and getting a great increase in daily personal guidance and instructions from the Lord, I have failed more frequently to successfully accomplish the tasks and follow the leadings which gave. This lead me to beating up myself and feeling so sorry for everything. I come from a sports background and assess and  judge myself quite strongly, which can be great for development when things are going well but if it becomes a continual thing with too little mercy for oneself I think it can be hurtful. 

During the session I forgave myself immediately and deeply, I think for the first time ever really - not just saying alright, Erik, come on, let's do better next time, but actually having mercy on myself. I repented from judgement, performance, anger at myself and bitterness. I had great faith and thought I was healed. The next morning I woke up with extra high levels of energy and felt so at peace with myself. I was healed both from this stress about performing and self-offense and receieved a bout of energy (which is good since I have been having some fatigue for a period). Thank you so much Ana and Patricia (if you happen to read this). I look forward to the rest of the school. 

Blessings from Sweden.